User blog comment:Wyvern 0m3g4/To Renew or Not to Renew?/@comment-3507136-20121212021355/@comment-4080028-20121212224259

First off, I have to say the fact that you read all that means the world to me. It's not something i'm proud of, and it's a bad habit of mine that I wanna quit. But as you can see, that's not going over so well.

Anyway, on to the subject at hand. You probably won't believe (or maybe you will :P) how relieved I was to see you sympathise with me here. I was afraid this would cause some sort of uproar or something, but I guess I was making a mountain out of a molehill. Ferno, you're one hell of a great friend. Thank you so much for your support and advice. At the moment, i'm still mulling things over, and it isn't going well. But i'm glad you came to help me when I needed it. :)

So far, I have made some plans in case I want to go through with the changes, since I haven't fully decided yet. If I want to cut down the crew's size, i've definately chosen to keep Chris, Spike, Timber, Glory, Sakura, Aphro, Hanuman and Lys. (And maybe Wyatt, as he, along with Primo, are crucial to our collab. That, and maybe I could do something with him, though i'm not all too optimistic about it.) The others i'll either end up trashing or have them affiliated with different crews or groups. Like, I could have Rune, Karen, Shinku and Mary all become members of The Valkyrie Pirates, for instance.

Of course, i've had the crew together for quite a while now, so part of me feels guilty for wanting to split them up. Probably due to me being sentimental, but either way, it sort of feels wrong. :\ So at the moment, i'm torn, and am trying to sort through my feelings about the matter. Though i'm not in a hopeful mood, i'm going to at least pray that this all blows over, and everything will be OK in the end. As for things like Rune's weapon, or Karen's Devil Fruit, I guess those can be fixable. Though it'll require a lot of time, a lot of checking, and a lot of thought.

Anyway, i'll try to resist my impulse to beat around the bush some more, and assume you understood everything I wanted to tell you. If not, then I guess that's what edits and replies are for. :P But anyway, I give you my apologies for your broken wrist, and want to thank you again for being of some help and support to me.