User blog:Caring16/What to do?

I put myself in storys. I try to stay as far away as i can from the real world. Running is what I'm good at. But once again it seems like fate hates me. What should i do. I can't take it anymore. I don't want to hurt anyone but it seems like if i don't speak my mind im going to go crazy. I guess it's time to talk but even if i tried nothing would come out. Crazy isn't. You think of story's put yourself in as many as you can but the REAL WORLD doesn't want you to find happiness. On the outside your normal but on the inside you want to scarem your head off. If only it was that easy then everyone could understand you. Well im off sorry for the trouble.