User blog:Caring16/Year one!!

Greetings Fellow fools. This is crazy chocolate loving freak Caring. that was a mouthful anyway Today for me it is May 15th. It has been one year and it's been a blast. Don't anyone go thinking im gonna be leaving anytime soon. Cause as of right now im not going anywhere. Anyway. Since i've been on here i can say that i have grown even if only a little. Fron Senshi to FRNO from Wyv and MJ 13 to Storm Fox to TMJ FMF ta Doom UH to Rici. Kai to Rex Yami to HB everyone i talk to on chat that i can't seem to think of. Maybe i grown maybe i'm still the wimp from a year ago. I don't know but i do know this. It's be one heck of a year and im glad to have gotten to know everyone. I've meet allot that has let me vent rant and just yell up a storm when i needed to. Yes I try to hide behind the happy smile. Don't ask why cause until today i thought if i put myself down it would be less painful when others did it. Truth is it hurts just as bad and the only thing im doing is bring more troubles to those that tell me i'm smart. So i gotta say im sorry guys. I never really put much thought in harming myself more when i beat myself up. Well on to happy things. RPing is a blast and i gotta say i love every minute of it even when i was being tied down cause of something stupid i did. Ha ha ha but now i can just disappear when ya try it. Or get out. I'm stronger and a little bit smarter now. Or as smart as i am he he. I've learned a lot in the past year. From a different language not allot but some. To knowing things are gonna get better with friends by my side. To boring things like school stuff grammer and others. Who would've thought that after a year i would be a VA and also have one of my characters a warlord. Hell i never would've thought that. And if someone told me that i would thought they was out of their minds.

Now that i got that said. A whole year and i'm not done yet i still got ideas and i enjoy being with my Ship Of Fools family. Really you all have no idea how happy you all made me. I finally feel like i belong. I really feel like i do have a reason to keep living.

Well now since i said all that. Here's a song for me being on here a whole year.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKCGBv65w_M

Don't worry i love that song and as far as i know i'm not going anywhere. Well for now i'm out GIVE ME CHOCOLATE!!!!